so, i'm leaving soon. 12 days to be exact..not that i'm keeping count or anything. man..college! all the times you talk about it, the time has finally come. i remember back in the day, in my kid days--hahaahah i say that like im not one anymore-- i used to talk shit about how "when i go to college, im going as far as i can get, california or something. crazy how shit changes huh? now, sometimes i even think richmond (an hour and a half) is too far. this time has to come regardless of how long i take packing up my room. maybe i should get on that.. i wish i was like sabrina the teenage witch lol and all my shit will pack itself when i do that little finger thing. but on some realness, i need to start a new chapter in my life. i need to grow more as a person and changing my enviornment is just the way to do that. i mean.. "life is a thing when you learn you grow" --right aden & damian? ;D
-most vicious tatt out there. aden k.'s. STAMPED. don't jock.-
despite of what most may think, im not going to miss everything about the way my life is. okay, let me rephrase that. im not going to miss EVERYONE. there are just those special few. without a doubt my main ones, the moms and rocky. jeeeez i dont know what i am going to do without them. seriously. and fuck everyone who thinks that a dog is JUST a dog. i'm pretty sure that whoever rocky has come in contact with, he has changed their perception of dogs. hes family, and i.dont.care.if.you.think.otherwise. and my mom, well my mom is like my best friend. everyone wants one of those "tell your mom everything, actually WANT to hang out with her, ext ext" relationships. well.. i have one of THAT kind of mom. thats my giiirrrl.
then theres, aden k. maaaaaan, i don't even have to say i'm going to miss her because our friendship has been through thick and thin. once you've been through what we've been through, then there are no worries. shes the one person that i can say anything to without them being like "what the fuck is wrong with this girl" because shes probably thinking the same exact thing. i am more of myself around her than anyone else in this world. i really think that i was destined to know her because she really has changed my life in more ways than she knows. [let me stop talking about her like she won't ever read this because i know she will! so i will talk TO YOU and not ABOUT YOU] aden you are the one who experiences things first for the both of us. if that even makes sense. whenever something happens to you, it almost always happens to me later. i love how when it happens to me, you try your best to make it easier for me because you know how it was for you. and i love how you are always there for me whether you are ten minutes away or two hours away. i don't even know why i consider you to be my best friend, when you more like a sister. better yet, you are BOTH. best.of.both.worlds. fuck it, i'm done.
ooooh then of course theres the looove of my liiifee, you aree my friiiennd. looove of my liifeee on yooou i can depennddd. awet.futur-hahah soon to be :D a lot of people have told me that me leaving and going to school will "really test our relationship" and "maybe its better to go to school single" well you know what? regardless of how far we are going to be, or all the temptations.. i am not worried. of course, i am going to miss this man more than he or anyone else can imagine, but when it comes to seeing if we can last- im.just.not.worried.
----a friend of mine from work, Too Fresh- as i call him- and i were having a conversation today about relationships and such. and he said something that really summed up how i feel about awet. he said, "i know we are going to last, because i can just see us together. you know how you can just see yourself with one person and not with others? well, i see us together awhile from now." --of course he was talking about his adorable girlfriend, but it was just so true. ----
awet is the one that i see myself with years from now. and yes, i mean years. he's my little hood thang and i love him with all i have.
if you can't tell by now, i am completely avoiding packing up my stuff. oh well, this time had to come sooner or later! by the way, there are a couple more of you that i will miss, don't worry i didn't forget you. you will get your post soon :D
see you later fairfax station, hello richmond.
i'll holla.
