the reality of humans.

i like to consider myself a generally nice person.
that is, if we are friends.
if i don't fuck with you, then you will know it.
but for some reason,
it feels like the people that
aren't supposed to let me down..
ALWAYS DO.

i've always been a very open person with my feelings
and maybe thats why i continually get fucked over.
i'm beginning to think i need to reinvent myself.

......
i'm cutting this short.
shiesty people don't deserve to have a long post on my blog.
fuck it, im done.






i'll holla.

good ol' google.

you know those songs
that you absolutely love to listen to..
but you have no idea what they are called
or
who sings them?
yeah, me too.

so, im sitting here watching HONEY.
..don't ask why..
and i hear this song.
I LOVE THIS SONG.
you will always catch me singing
or humming to it,
but ask me the name or artist
and i can't help you.

but this time,
God's gift to mankind
aka google,
saved my life!

with just a click on my makeda
i found out the name and artist :D
and now i'm passing on my findings
by putting it up for your listening pleasure.
Closer by the infamous Goapele.

you know those songs
that you just want to listen to
when you are alone and chillin
somethings on your mind
and you just want to sit back and just think.
this song is one of THOSE.

sit back,
close your eyes,
and
just.listen.

this shit right here,
has my soul screaming out for more.
feeds the soul music?
CHECK.




i'll holla.

PLAAAAAAAAAAAAAANT.

due to certain events
in my life
that have recently taken place..

i have given up a sick "habit" of mine.
for good.
yes, i will repeat that,
for you non-believers.

MUNA !@#$%^ FUTUR
has given it up.


now since that is out of my life
all i have to say is..





i'll holla.

i still feel a sense of freedom.

i love dreads.

i love reggae.
i love white people
with dreads.
all of these things
=
SOJA.
Soldiers of Jah Army

these guys leave me speechless.
the first time i heard them play
was at the Roots, Rock, and Reggae Concert
on July 27th.

its sad
a lot of people probably
wouldn't give these guys the time of day
just because..
they.are.a.white.reggae.group.

:/

all i have to say to that is..
when you close your eyes
and listen to their music,
you don't see color
you just feel their soul coming through their music.
point.blank.period.


check this group out,
i mean not only because they are from..
yes, VIRGINIA.
but because, they will feed your soul.
guaranteed.

their song, Open My Eyes,
is playing on my page
for your listening pleasure.

i'll holla.

i dare you.

sometimes i feel like i am an old woman at heart. lol. i don't even think that is how i wanted to start off this post, but its 2 something in the morning and that's how its going to be. but yeah, i am pretty much a fifty something year old woman deep down. i say this because i find myself being different than a lot of these other females out here.

a big reason why i say this is my taste in music. i find myself listening to songs that my mom likes. HAHAHAHA. maybe its because my mom is like that and she has a good ear, or if music is just disappointing lately.

[do me a favor. open up your itunes real quick and put it on shuffle. listen to the first five songs that come on. if majority of the songs that come on talk about ass, titties, hoes, money, weed, or "getting out the hood", then there is a serious problem.]

the first five songs that come on my itunes when i put it on shuffle are:
1. A Rose is a Rose- Aretha Franklin ft. Lauryn Hill
2. Didn't Cha Know- Erykah Badu
3. Secret- Maroon 5
4. Every Little Bit Hurts- Alicia Keys
5. Gravity- John Mayer

now, don't me wrong, i'm not trying to dog anyone's game. i'm not that kind of person. on some real shit, i have and know a good amount of the new songs out today..but isn't it such a breath of fresh air when you hear a song that "feeds your soul", as i always like to say. maybe its just me, but i know that personally i don't like listening to hype music all the time. i got to have some Lauryn, Bob, Erykah, Alicia, John, Musiq, Common, ext. in my system. still having a hard time seeing where i'm coming from? watch&listen to this. i dare you to tell me these videos didn't hit the spot. i dare you.

hate to say it..but i told you so.

i'll holla.

i'm coming babygirl, i'm coming.

i couldn't stay away!
temple is calling my name..
so,
i've decided to take a trip
up to hood ass philly!

i mean..
for $28 on that good old china bus
"i'm fucking in there."

the icing on the cake=
finally, yes FINALLY,
going to PHILALIVE!

i've been to philly plenty of times
but for some ridiculous reason
i always miss philalive!
so you already know
your girl is sciseddd about going.

and basically..
a girl just needs her best friend.
that's my biitttccchhh.
i'm coming babygirl.
then we can move to alaska together.
i mean..YANNNOOO.






i'll holla.

my ride or die.

sellam seboka.

my drunk ass friend.

i love your bitchass.

"moosey..why can't you be a nigga?"

fucking quote of the night.

i'll holla.