Sunday, December 28, 2008

completely pure.

i love the radio. well, let me rephrase that. i love the radio at NIGHT. daytime radio is fluke to me. same songs being replayed over and over again. however, night time that shit is always on point. whether its love, talk and slow jams or random mixes playing live from various clubs. i feel like every time i turn on the radio at night, i hear an old favorite song that i havent heard in awhile. tell me that is not the BEST feeling. hearing an old song that you used to love. you are surprised you actually remember all the words, since its been so long- but you always do. you go back to the very last time you heard that song or even a time that song was playing that stands out in your mind. how you felt, what you were doing, who you were with at the time. all that shit comes back. you feel the words of the song and the old memories. why cant the radio always be like that? entertainment, i guess. most people want whats new and shit. i wish i could take over all the radio stations in the world and make them all poppin again. not to say they arent in their own ways, but i feel like i would add the extra spice that they've been missing. its kind of sad that i didnt even bother bringing a radio to richmond. i didnt want to hear the radio they have out there. smh. its okay, i have faith. music will come back to me. anyways, back to the point. so last night on the radio i heard this old jam that i remember hearing late nights on the radio. reggae music is where its at. give it a chance, if you arent a fan. you will be, i promise.

Love and Affection- Pressure
this shit touches my heart. it just makes me smile. like i cant help to start dancing and singing. try to tell me that it doesnt make you all warm inside. i.dare.you.

-usually after i write a post, i go back and reread it. you know little shit i can fix. i'm not even going to do that this time. this shit was pure. straight from me. enjoy.-

hehehehehehe

i love you,


and that's urgent.

"let me see your wallet because its got to have
BAD MOTHERFUCKER written on it."




i'll holla.

ugh.

random,but

i hate how on movies or t.v. the subtitles aren't always right. they skip words and shit. ugh. subtitlers or whoever the fuck does that shit needs to step their shit up.


i'll holla.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

just because.

so, i saw this note that everyone was filling out on facebook and i decided to post it here..frankly because i have nothing better to do with my time.

20 random facts, things, habits, or goals about muna.

- sometimes i feel like i'm so different from everyone else. not better or worse..just different.
- i tend to hold grudges. i cant help it. i know its a really bad habit to have, i'm trying to change..so we'll see how that works out. i also get tired of people easily. oops.
-i have attention problems. dont watch a movie with me, its a set up lol. unless its harry potter. then, im focused as shit.
- i know i'm going to do big things with my life. i just have to figure out exactly what those big things are.
- i wish i could go to a different college every semester. never get bored with a place. i know where i would go next..
-my mom is my rock. regardless of it all, she is still my rock.
- i really believe everything happens for a reason. it just does. no regrets. if i could take things back, everything would be different right now.
- i like to think that i'm a good friend, but i feel like everyone i get close to eventually disappoints me. i dont know why. maybe its me..maybe its them. who knows. and yet, i still try to see the good in people. smh.
- i'm ready to start a new life, away from what i'm used to..i think.
- i dont think im destined to get married or to have kids. i'm probably going to be that cool aunt that everyone has. no kids, just like five dogs and a cool ass job that keeps me young.
- i'm an old soul. sometimes i think i was born in the wrong year.
- despite what my best friend thinks, i am not a pothead lol. get lifted like john legend and shittt..
- aden gideon is my best friend. there is no one in the world like her. i cant wait until we are sixty something still poppin m&ms and going 90 in that yellow bug.
- brown sugar is my favorite movie. i want to be sidney shaw. i understand that shes just a character, but shit a nigga can dream right?
- i live for two things. and two things only. chocolate chip cookies and honey bunches of oats. YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.
- sometimes when my friends or family are hurting or upset, i wish i could take their pain away and put it on myself. if only..
- i love meeting new people. like if that was a class in school, niggas would be getting A's and shit. i guess im just a people person. i cant believe i just said that. i hate when people say that. i'm always up for meeting new people. new people= new conversation and new points of view. thats refreshing.
-rocky is the only male in my life that has ever done me wrong. i love him.
-i like music with substance. i like when music feeds my soul. i feel like there are only a select few that really talk about real shit in their music nowadays. someone surprise me. please.
-i'm eritrean. and honestly, i wouldnt have it any.other.way.



merry christmas world.


i'll holla.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

yesssssss.


this shit is the TRUTH.
enough said.





i'll holla.

Monday, December 15, 2008

a gift to pass on.

a friend of mine, Marquis,
brought a Def Poetry Jam video to my attention.
i had watched it before,
but i really listened this time around.
its the same subject as "Peculiar Evolution"
by Dahlak Braithwaite,
but a different approach to it.

i feel like every person
should be obligated to watch this video
at LEAST once in their lifetime.
psh, i lied.
maybe like ten times.

it spoke to me,
hopefully it does the same for you.

"Nigger, Niggas, Niggaz"
by Julian Curry


let it feed your soul.
and then
i ask that you pass it on,
just like it was passed to me.




i'll holla.


smh.


"don't take my kindness for weakness."

no need to elaborate.
its self explanatory.
well, for the smart ones out there.

read it.
understand it.
live by it.

please & thank you.




i'll holla.