get lost in your memory.

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So, i am finally writing in my own blog! this just might be note-worthy. well, right now it is 11:49am and i am at home... hmmm i SHOULD be doing my english paper since it is due in about 35 minutes, but what is the fun in that? senior year is a JOKE hahah welll MY senior year is a joke. waatevva. spring break is in exactly 2 days! thank jeezus man. i mean its not like i go to class anyways.. but at least now i dont have to act like i am.

get lost in your memory. i've been doing that lately. i suppose it just goes along with the whole leaving high school thang. is college really in like fourish months? am i really going to leave!?! instead of going through the whole "im going to miss you so much!" phase i try to not think about it. i mean.. thats easier right? not dealing with reality always seems like the better answer. so i think about thinks like my friends and the dumb shit we do. i think i have the most diverse group of friends in the world. why dont i break them down for you.
first of all there is cara. she is probably the most beautiful girl i have ever met! no, really. shes pretty much the white version of me lol seventh grade and still going. cant forget
AB! everyone knows him as that sexy ass dude with that nice ass lexus ahhah (which of course is oh so true) but to me he is that weird kid that slurps at me and has the best personality in the world. then there is
alvin. me and this guy have been down since first grade and i swear we get closer and closer every year that goes by. fake study sessions while watching oprah? hell yes,last but certainly not least...










jeff. hahah oh man. just saying his name makes like two years worth of crazy shit run through my mind. lets just say, nobody can look so good doing an indianafricanmiddleeastern dance! who else get me to listen to a group called SARFARIsomething and get me to actually... like it!?


these four people have probably made my senior year and all the other years that ive known them WORTH going to school for. hmm i will find a decent picture of my school family and i will post it. its sad to say, i will miss those dumbass people.. but im going to focus on today and not tomarrow.










well i just cant NOT write about my bestest friend aden k. gideon. hm what can i say about this person? hahah what CANT i say about this person. so it all started somewhere back in 2004-2005ISSH. we met at a basketball game or online or at the doctors or at the mall or at the neighborhood giant. hahah I WILL NEVER TELL. make your own guess. lets just say, the first time we talked.. i better much new this girl would be in my life for-pretty much-EVER. i really dont know anyone else who is THAT MUCH like me. no. im not even kidding. without even saying anything she knows what i am going to say and what im thinking sometimes even before I DO. creepy much? yeah, i think so too. sure, we have had our rough times.. but what true friendship doesnt? the time i had without her was pretty much one of the lowest points i have ever had.. but we are back now and stronger than ever. you might be asking yourself why? well, thats easy! because... we are having XES! not together, you idiot! hahahahah oooooooooh yeahhhhhhhh baby! where da what you doing tomorrow getting some sex hopefully FREAKS AT ?!?! aden is the M&M to my peanut and damnittt i just want to go onto the rooftop and scream out "I LOVE MY BEST FRIEND!!!!"

now now, lets not forget about my soulmate. shigei bilen belay. this girl pretty much my other half. i call her my soulmate because i really do believe that we were destined to be friends. yeah, i believe in that shit. i believe in signs, soulmates, everything happens for a reason.. you know all the stuff like that. but yeah back to shiggy iggy. the time in my life that i really needed someone to stick by my side and not let me down, she was there. i might not tell her enough, but i want her to know that i really do appreciate it. the past couple of years, i remember pretty much anything exciting/funny/creepy/awkward/stupid that happened to me, she was the FIRST one that i called to tell. she has always had my back and always will. peanut butter &banana sandwiches? yes, please. i think ive been to chipotle with this girl more than humanly possible. shigei "soulmate' belay is my one and only bestestestestestetstsetstie and (even though she wont say it) I LOVE HER.


basically, i have spent this entire blog writing about my friends. once again, you may be asking yourself why i spent all this time writing about them and not me. the bottom line is, you dont know me until you know them. of course, those arent my only friends, but those are the ones that matter the most. i guess the saying is true its better to have a handfull of friends that mean the world to you, than have hundreds and hundreds that you never really get to know on a different level. i dont even know if that is a real saying, but i just made it one. copyright 2008.

its so easy to get lost in your memory and forget whats really going to eventually happen, but i have finally come to realize that im just simply not ready to move on.


until next timeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...